Okay now you may think that the few 3 or so years I've been here walling at Animepaper, I'm here to blow your minds out with my awesome background designs right? No. I have no education in what I do other than learning on my own, I could even forget and end up screwing up on old things I used to have improved in. I continuously try to remember or try something different. As you can see perspective is something of a weakness of mine, I don't mind learning a few tips from people or use a tutorial once in a blue moon. Sometimes I think how the world started you had to figure it out on your own. I don't mind critiques but I do not like how people think that "I can do better" or "this isn't your best". I get that from many people but to be honest, I do what I do/can even if I haven't walled in Christ knows how long in the anime department.

I've been better in other things in this life like gaming and working in retail but this is just a hobby. But these day's I've had many people touch me with their words thinking my walls are inspirations to many even though I don't consider myself really THAT good of an artist, I can only do business cards and fliers and so on haha. But I'm very honoured that most people I've met really were moved by my works. This is what my true intentions are, if it's realism or just a basic wall or a "flat" feeling..whatever, it's to give many a feeling of happiness or pride. Though I wish I could give the people what I make my "skills" (which I don't consider that anything to do with my artwork) and let them feel happy. What I look for is just someone to love, someone I can take care of that would be my happiness. But I've already gone through 2 heartbreaks 1 misunderstanding and 1 being cheated on so it's been my only escape from feeling sad is making other people happy. That's how I've always been before I even started being in relationships.

I'm proud to know that I give people such inspiration and to a point where it moves them or even considers me a person that thinks other peoples minds and puts them on paper. All I can say is thank you for your consideration in staying with me for all these years. Almost 7 I've gotten into the art world and I still think I feel like a noob haha. I will continue to make walls once in awhile to give people inspiration and happiness the way I can do it and not what other "highly-skilled" people can. I don't know how many people are reading this or even has enough time to finish this long journal but props to you because you're done! xD

Thanks for reading and understanding.
~Jason